Rollercoasters

Im just sitting here at work (again) wondering why I like rollercoasters so much. I love the thrill of going really fast and spinning and flippin upside down. Then comin to a complete stop. Maybe it's an adrenaline rush or maybe it's just the feeling of being free and scared at the same time. I guess its all of the above. Well anyway, rollercoaster are fun but today im on one that is..well..not so fun. Lately i have been riding this one alot and I can't seem to get off. It's like Im stuck to my seat and the ride keeps going and I am getting sick. What the heck am I talkin about? Well i am talkin about my emotions...and the rollercoaster they have me on. I thought I had them all in check but 2 weeks ago I got on the rollercoaster and now I can't seem to get off. Its nerve racking and frustrating all at the same time. Up, down, upside-down, side-ways..that's the way my emotions are right now. And all at a high speed! I should talk to someone, right? Well I am and its partly why I am on this thing. They are sitting right beside me! I hope they don't get off cause I really need someone to hold on to. What's the sad part is that I like being around this person but this ride might be too much for them and I am scared to death that when the ride pauses they are gonna jump off and never look back. I gotta stop this coaster before it goes right off the track......