Here Goes...

Well I have decided to start a blog. I actually found this place through another friend and I wanted to start a journal but I think a blog is better. First off I want to say Happy New year to everyone. I will try to write on here at least twice a week. Just to let people know what's goin on inside my head...pretty scary! HA! I may write in here once or twice a day if I feel like it. Right now Im at work...bored to death. So I decided to start a blog, right now, right this minute. This New Year is bringing some challenges....First off, I am gonna lose some weight. I know we've all heard that before but I am gonna stick to it this time. I even have some motivation! More about THAT later. Anyway, I have already started so that's good. I wanna stick to it. I started last year but got discouraged and stopped and promptly gained it ALL back and then some! So here I am starting again this year and God-willing I will reach my goal. I will keep everyone posted. This year is also bringing me some new things to think about. What do I really want? The same friend who showed me this site got me thinking about that. I'm on a quest to find out! He's forcing me to look deep inside myself and sometimes what I see, I don't like but with God's help I know I will get through. In case you haven't guessed, I am a christian. I am, by no means, perfect. I do have my issues! I have my struggles and sometimes they can be mad overwhelming. Anyway, I am learning that I have to work through them and not just push in the back of my mind like I always do. Well, that's all for now. Just keep a look out. These blogs will just be....ME.