Just a thought...pt 2.

Nobody panic about that last blog...its just a thought. Sometimes I do wanna just forget about hard this life is and go on to be with my Father in heaven. BUT I have no intentions of doing that. 1. Its very selfish 2. All that does is bring pain to those left behind. Now if my Father chooses to take me then I'm Not gonna argue! LOL Today is a little better than yesterday but it's still a struggle. Last night was tough and I did cry out to my Dad and I know I felt His presence. The tide is slow....REAL slow in ebbing but it's ebbing.