A night of revelation....

Tonight was a great nite. I just came back (its 3:00am btw) from a gospel concert hosted by a choir that a friend of mine is in. The ministry was totally awesome and you could tell God was there. However that wasn't the great part. God showed me something AFTER everything was over. And it was through a friend of mine who went with me. I'll call her K. Now K and I are pretty good friends and lately we have to been hanging out. She was the one who invited me to this concert. We both know the person but she was the one who let me know that he was in the concert. Anyway, I was taking her home when we got to talking about the concert and him and how God is sooo awesome. Well she got to telling me how she is so in LOVE with God and the she is just content. And that's when it happened...right after she said that, I didn't hear too much of nothing else because GOD begain talking to ME. He actually asked me how could I want someone to Love me and receive me when i didn't Love or receive HIM. That blew me away...I got choked up about it. He was right...did I really love God the way i said I did? And to be honest, I had to answer no..and that stung. I never really realized that. I have to FALL IN LOVE with HIM. When you've fallen in with love someone..you know them, you are around them, you talk to them, you're with them...You KNOW them. I don't know my God like I should so how can I truely be in Love with Him. I gotta get to know Him, I gotta fall in love with Him. My life has got to change and the only way its gonna change is to truely Love God and Christ cuz my life does depend on it. I will never know real Love like the Love of my savior and I have to Love Him Like NO OTHER. I want to know HIS love even if its the only LOvE i will have. It shouldnt matter. His Love is the ONLY thing that matters. All of this came to me while me and K where sitting in the car. God has been trying to get this through to me and I wasnt paying attention but now I am. MBR would proud because I know God is using him to help me see too. But tonight it was just God and me. You're probably thinking then how was this a great nite? Well because I know now what's been goin on. I think all the stuff that has happened to me in the last month and half has led up to this revelation. I know my mission. Now what do next? Put what I'm saying into action. No more talking..tired of talking, it's time to get to work...and start falling in love with My one and only...Jesus Christ