some thoughts...

Well the last post was all about the bf but I do have other stuff to say! Its amazing what will happen when you obey God...When you give it to HIM. Now Im not saying that it's easy but it's definately worth it. Im trying to strive to be like HIM and sometimes its so hard but it's the only path I HAVE to take. I know He has a purpose for me and yes I think the bf is a part of it but I know He wants me to continue to work ON ME. And thats what Im trying to do. I still have to work on alot of things but Im trying...well scratch that...Im doing. I feel like I have to DO more though..be more. The church Im going to is awesome and I keep feeling this tug to get involved more...but right now it just doesn't seem to be an opportunity. I did join the drama group but ever since my surgery..i haven't been able to get there! Seems like the Sat they have it...im always doing something! I think she done stop sending me emails too! I know they prob have something this Sat but Im planning on going to SC to surprise visit my Grandma and Dad. I haven't seen them in a minute (well Grandma) Saw Dad at my bro's album release party which was really good. But Im getting off track...as always..like I was saying God is really showing me things and I need to keep going after HIM. Trust me sometimes...I fall so hard that I don't think I'll get back up but I do because I know He'll be there to help me. I've learned that I am NOTHING without HIM...and I have to really start showing it. Anyway that's just some thoughts...more later!