Well it wasn't as "over" as I thought. Turns out he really wants to be with me. Texted me the night after I wrote the last post, profoundly apologetic. Said he didn't realize how much he loved me until that point. He was feeling smothered and didn't know how to tell me and when I pressed him, he shut down. Still no excuse for how he treated me but he wants to change...sooo...gave him another chance. Why, you say? Because I do believe I love him too...I mean really love him. Now my mother does not agree with me because "he has alot of issues" and yes I know that too but how can I say no when he asked for another chance? I really wanna see if this is gonna work altho at times, I do admit I have my doubts. Some things we are sooo different in but he makes me feel so wanted and loved. This past Saturday, we went out...after two weeks of not seeing one another and it was nice. No details but it was nice...(even got flowers...so he IS trying) This Sunday and Next he is goin to church with me...so that's a step in the right direction. I'm not saying its set in stone that he's IT...but we'll see... More later...
In other news...guess who has to get her gallbladder out...Oh "yay" More stress I don't need...but it is what it is and gotta get it done...oh well...
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