Logging off....

So Im sitting here yet again at the hospital (why do i always write when Im here?) So its official...I am no longer going to be on ANY, I repeat, ANY of those dating websites...and yes that includes e-harmony. Why do I say this? Well maybe it's because of the latest "attempt" at getting to know someone thru these sites...the most current one called Blackchristianpeoplemeet.com ( i should have known better than to sign up on this one) They should of called it Blackplanet.com...the sequel, because that's all it is, only slightly less ghetto. I don't know what's with these sites...I mean the men that are on there are mostly liars (the women too for that matter) It's ridiculous. It's supposed to be a christian website but I have yet to meet ONE who truely is one. I get hits but the pics are downright hilarious...Well there was the Rick James look-alike and I thought Biggie was dead ( he had an Orange FUR COAT ON..what the heck???) But that's not what put the nail in the coffin for me.....I can deal with that...just don't answer those ones but it was the ones that seemed cool that I did answer. They turned out to be complete flakes. All they seemed to want is something sexual and yet proclaiming to be a man of God. Grrrrr.... This last one was making KISSING noises over the phone at me! YES kissing noises! And we only were chatting....how long?....Less than a WEEK!!! Eck! And every time we talked he would mention something pertaining to kissing or touching me! Double-Eck! I told him I didn't like that and he had the nerve to get mad! The other one, ( and it was only TWO...so that tells you something right there...can only find TWO on a christian dating site) just completely stop talking, and he was telling me that he KNEW I was the one for him...after a week of talking! WTH? Is it me or do all the men on these sites decide they "love" you within 2hrs of talking to you? And then when you tell that's too soon, they get all upset and then stop talking to you? Compared to these two...BIGGIE was looking tempting...but I digress. So I have banned myself off these sites...it seems like God is telling me to cool it and dating sites is NOT the avenue where I will find my ONE. Im not all broke up about it either...this will save me money. Altho this site was pretty cheap (which should have been ANOTHER sign) I still Completely deleted my profile. I must admit I still have an e-harmony page but Im no longer paying for it. The matches on there were weird too...it's just not for me and it's time I get that thru my thick skull. So from now on, Imma just coast on thru...maybe One of these days I'll actually MEET the one that will prove to me that they are NOT all the same.....

Monotony...

So Im sitting here at work (the other job at the hosp..the boring one) and its only like 9:20 and I have like TEN hours to Go. Ughhh...In between textin my friends and listening to 80's music is the highlight of tonight. Oh and also the "joy" of having patients call every five minutes askin to use the bedpan! That's the extent of my life right now. Well actually I have NO life right about now....LOL. All I basically do is work and sleep. I don't go out..cuz i can't, unless I call off work.
My year at the Doctors office is in July so hopefully I will get a raise and then I can cut down the hours here at "hell on earth"...but I digress. I know there is an end to this...when I get to GA..I can NOT wait. Man this place becomes more and more less appealing day by day. One good thing is that I am Losing weight and it's starting to show.....to other people...not to me tho. I even had a patient ask me if I had lost weight! That made my day! So now im gonna try and start going at least 4days a week..as soon as i can change my schedule at the hosp. Working these Fri nites are killin me! I am sooooo bored right now! Anyway maybe i'll write more later...there's really nothing important right now!!!

Funk....

I am in a Funk....

I am in a " I can't stand people" Funk.

Is that allowed?

So I lied.....

Well April came and went and I did not write on here once...I stopped by but I just didnt feel like writing...For one thing this past month was busy yet AGAIN. We had to move yet AGAIN...too much drama and too much detail to go into here but let's just say we got out because of some shady business that was going on thats related to my former....er..."pastor". Shouldnt even HAVE that title, but I digress..Well now we live in a waaaay nicer place and I love it. My weight loss is SLLLLLLLLLLLLLlllooooooooooooooooowwwwwww but it's coming. Down 7 whole pounds so far. I swear it's easier to put on than to get off! It's so much fun to put on than to get off. I do like goin to the gym, i must admit. I feel really good after I am done so it's not too bad. In other "news" kinda had a falln out with a family member of mine but I know God is gonna work it out. We are basically not talking (not that I wanted to STOP) but maybe it's for the best right now. Im still sad about it but I guess they'll come around. Oh I talk to my cousin more often now tho, it's great, I CAN NOT wait to move to GA. I am sooo gonna be over her house like everyday just to bug her! And she's starting a new hair business and I am gonna be one of her customers! As far as my social life goes it's like non-existent right now. Talk to a few, well not a few...like TWO (heh,heh..pitiful, I know) online but aint nothing serious. And no it's not on e-harmony neither (altho im on that till like the middle of May) I swear E-harmony be matchin me up some weirdo's! I have like 72 matches and none of them are interesting. Maybe it's because it most of them are from CA and I want matches from outta state...welll like GEORGIA! LOL Oh well. Well that's the update for now...gotta do some charting...im supposed to be "working" HA!