Another lesson learned...

Well, I am DONE with my Christmas shopping!!!! Now all I have to do is pack all that stuff and ship some of it!!! HA HA! Neway, I am sooo glad Im done cuz tryin to shop THIS week would be hell!!! I think i wanted to personally kill people with my own two bare hands yesterday. Waiting 5omillion hours for a parking space was "mounds o' fun" too. But I digress. In other news....God sure is still teaching me to rely on HIM cuz I learned yet again another reason why you don't spill your guts to someone who you THINK is your close friend. NO she didn't blab to anyone my business (cuz dem's cause for fighting...LOL) however she did judge me and consequently kicked me out of her wedding (0f course that's not the reason she told me i wasnt in it...of course not..)And to top it off she didnt even have the guts to tell me to my face that she didn't want me in her wedding, I had to text HER to get an answer. Needless to say it thoroughly P'O'd me off, not the fact that I'm not in the wedding, but that I had to find out through a dang text. What made it worse was she asked my BROTHER to be in the wedding! GRRRRRR! I thought I was her friend (close friend by her words) but I guess I don't meet up to her "standards of spiritually" anymore once I told her what I was struggling with. Goes to show you, you have to watch who you really "let it all hang out with" It's just Me and YOU God. I should have listened to YOU when I was talking to her that night. Something inside me was telling me to shut up (It was YOU) and I didn't listen...I have a problem with that...gotta work on it! OH and did i mention she had the nerve to ask me help with decorations and "lil" projects... what Im not good enough to stand up with you nemore but I can help with the decorations...NO thanks, I'll be too busy now...Well Im venting...just made me so mad. And No im not talkin to her about it cuz wouldn't make any dang bit of difference. God just told me to be quiet...AGAIN...Grrr! And I am not gonna let it spoil my mood..It's Christmas time.....just had to vent...Whew! Breathe...Breathe.....OK...IM good NOW......