Off to Grandma ma's

Well I'm goin to Grandma's Christmas Eve and I must admit I'm kinda excited. I will also be seein my youngest bro and his family and I haven't seen them in like three years! I'll get to see my newest nephew too! I can't wait. I really miss my youngest bro...we had a bond and i'll be good to see him. His family too but I have a soft spot for him...well for both of them. Neways, I'm excited. I am NOT excited bout the plane ride...just hope I don't have screaming child on this one, but thank da Lawd for my IPod!!! Oh...HE called again this am...I'm loving it and yesterday too...Man I'm startin to really be interested in this man but like me and my friend says...GYH girl, GYH (pronounced gweeeh) Guard Your Heart. OOH Lawd, help me to GYH!!! Well, I'll holla when I get back because I am SURE Grandma is gonna talk my EAR off when I get there and I'll be too busy playn with my neice and nephews! Merry CHRISTmas and Happy New YEAR!!!!

I love ChristmasTime!!!

Another lesson learned...

Well, I am DONE with my Christmas shopping!!!! Now all I have to do is pack all that stuff and ship some of it!!! HA HA! Neway, I am sooo glad Im done cuz tryin to shop THIS week would be hell!!! I think i wanted to personally kill people with my own two bare hands yesterday. Waiting 5omillion hours for a parking space was "mounds o' fun" too. But I digress. In other news....God sure is still teaching me to rely on HIM cuz I learned yet again another reason why you don't spill your guts to someone who you THINK is your close friend. NO she didn't blab to anyone my business (cuz dem's cause for fighting...LOL) however she did judge me and consequently kicked me out of her wedding (0f course that's not the reason she told me i wasnt in it...of course not..)And to top it off she didnt even have the guts to tell me to my face that she didn't want me in her wedding, I had to text HER to get an answer. Needless to say it thoroughly P'O'd me off, not the fact that I'm not in the wedding, but that I had to find out through a dang text. What made it worse was she asked my BROTHER to be in the wedding! GRRRRRR! I thought I was her friend (close friend by her words) but I guess I don't meet up to her "standards of spiritually" anymore once I told her what I was struggling with. Goes to show you, you have to watch who you really "let it all hang out with" It's just Me and YOU God. I should have listened to YOU when I was talking to her that night. Something inside me was telling me to shut up (It was YOU) and I didn't listen...I have a problem with that...gotta work on it! OH and did i mention she had the nerve to ask me help with decorations and "lil" projects... what Im not good enough to stand up with you nemore but I can help with the decorations...NO thanks, I'll be too busy now...Well Im venting...just made me so mad. And No im not talkin to her about it cuz wouldn't make any dang bit of difference. God just told me to be quiet...AGAIN...Grrr! And I am not gonna let it spoil my mood..It's Christmas time.....just had to vent...Whew! Breathe...Breathe.....OK...IM good NOW......

A smack in the forehead...

I must say December is becoming an interesting month. Got another call from my friend today and again it was a nice surprise. Well he told me he would call but i didn't believe him but he wont know that will he???? LOL Neways...the "blahs" are passing. Seems like I always wanna write a poem or something when I get the blahs....gotta work on writing when Im Happy and no blahs in sight! I know God is there for me and what snapped me out of my blah phase this time is Psalms 139...the whole chapter.. It was like God was tellin me...Duh, KENYA, HELLLLOOOO Im HERE..you just forgot....I (meaning GOD) GOT THIS NOT YOU! Sometimes I just need a big smack in the forehead. So guess that means I found my keys....HE had them all the time!

MIssing Keys...

I lost my keys...

Not my car keys...

Not my house keys....

Not even my locker keys to the gym.....

These keys are even more precious and more valuable

I should have kept a better eye on them

Where are they...I haven't a clue

These Keys are priceless, HE knew..

I used them to lock up something and I shouldn't have so I REALLY need them

These keys actually belong to SOMEONE else.

So GOD, a little help here....

Because those keys are YOURS

and this is the hard part,

For those keys...

Were to my HEART...

It's CHRIMAS time!!!

I can NOT believe christmas is like almost here! I am going to Grandma's and I get to see my new baby nephew! Im excited! The "blah's" are almost gone...geez...it happens every month...there must some relation too that somewhere....Neways, I am also happy because I just got a really good, surprise phone call and It totally made my day! This day is going purty well so far! I did do some of my christmas shopping on Sat with mom too so Im not too far behind. That's all for now....Im keeping on, keeping on...(wow, is that an OLD sayin or what!!!)