**Sigh**Well just as quick as it begun it's over...As of yesterday...I am no longer in a relationship. We broke up yesterday. And trust me...It wasn't because I wanted to. He is all around sweet person but he has MAJOR issues, especially with communication. And i got a glimpse of how cold and callous he can be. I couldnt handle it. So now, Im single...AGAIN. It really sucks because I had a great time when him, he was so cool but the minute I wanted to talk deep with him, he got annoyed. And this time I really told him about it and he basically shut down...and dismissed me! Anyway, I told him if he wanted to talk to me he knows my number! I doubt seriously he's gonna ever call me again but hey, Its his LOSS. Sure I bawled like a baby, sure I feel like major CRAP right now but I will get over it! It was only 2 1/2 months that we were together so I WILL get OVER IT!!! Still I miss him...alot...
Other news, I guess is that a got a new phone! Its pretty tight too! I still trying to figure out all the features but its pretty tight! Anyway, that's all for now...Trying to keep my mind off of him...Ugh, this sucks...
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Monday, February 22, 2010
New Year...ya I Know Im late!
2010...what can I say...It has started off FANTASTIC! I haven't written on here since August of Last year and Soooo much has happened since then. For one thing..the church I'm at is Awesome. It's Free Chapel in Gainesville. The pastor is Jenztsen Franklin ( I know that spelled wrong) Good preaching, good fellowship (even tho the church is HUGE) Good everything! I even joined the Drama group! Went on 21-day fast....nearly killed me but I did learn alot. As far as my professional life ( if you wanna call it that) I just passed my year mark at the job Im currently at. Its okay but I am trying to get back into school..I found out its harder than I thought. You see, I wanna go back to be a cardiovascular tech but the only school that seems to have wants 35 grand...which I can just pull outta my butt!!! I know I can do loans but I don't wanna...ugh...wish I could win the lottery so I can go back to dang school...but I digress. Imma just have to find a way back somehow. The BIG news is that I now have a boyfriend...YES>>>ME..with a MAN...Its still hard to believe. We met on a dating site...welll actually he sent me a message and it was funny cus I NEVER check the site and I got a notification that I had a message so I decided to check it. We started texting back and forth and then met up on DEC 11th 2009 at perimeter mall....(date I will never forget) And the rest is history. He has a bit of a past but who hasnt and I am willing to go on with him. He treats me so good and I have never felt like this for any man. And that includes DD and DH! This man makes me feel sooo loved and he accepts me for me...clumsiness, loudness and all! I think this is it but we have to keep HIM first (yes he's a christian..wouldnt have it ANY other way) There are some things that need to be worked out first so there will be NO kinda rushing at all. Im just in a happy place right now and I hope to God that six, 12, 24 months from now...i'll still be posting the same thing...I just feel that NO matter what..we are gonna be together. So 2010 has started off better than I expected, and far beyond what I had imagined and I hope it just keeps getting better and better...
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