May flowers??

Well it's MAY already..where is 2009 going??? Bit of news...joined the singles ministry and like it alot. Was going to become a member of the church today but chickened out last minute (you have to walk up front in front of the whole church) Normally Im not scared of doing something like that but this is a big decision and I don't wanna be doing this just cuz I wanna join the dance ministry soooo....Im hesistant. Ill keep praying...Oh met a man this week off of craigslist and he seemed like everything I wanted in a Godly man...But something was missing...I don't know but after Biblestudy that nite (that's where we met up) I haven't heard from him since and I was a lil upset at first but now Im not cuz there was no spark, no nothing. Maybe he was a little too serious for me, I don't know but it felt like I was running my mouth the whole time. Still talking to DDP2 and it's all good but still in the back of my mind, I know we could never be together. This mornings convo was proof enough of that. Job still Okay...almost got another one but that fell through (long story) I gotta keep my head up...This month supposed to go to FLA to see my old bud for memorial day and I can NOT wait. We've known each other for like 20yrs and I have yet to hang out with him! And then in June for my bday supposed to go BACK to FLA to tampa to hang out with my Old girlfriends from High school. Just got back in touch with them through Facebook. I swear that Facebook is mad addicting!! Im on it right now as I type! But I have reconnected with ALOT of my old HS friends and youth group friends! FOUND KK too on there! That was a happy moment. Now we text back and forth. That site sucks you in and doesnt let go! Alot of people are on Twitter too but I like Facebook better. Neway...im starting to ramble...just an update....not a book!