Im not supposed to...

Im not suppose to Like you

Its too soon

Im not suppose to Like you

or think of you as a potential groom

Im not suppose to like you

you so far way

Im not suppose to like you

but these feelings wanna stay

HERE....in my HEART

and take root...

Shoot....I think I'm in trouble...

Guide me Lord, guard my Heart because

I suppose.....

I like you....

Sigghhhh

I'm in one of the blah moods...ya know the kinda moods where you're not sad, you're not happy either...just BLAH.

2 days ago....

Whatcha think???

Turkey DAy is upon ME...

I can NOT believe Thanksgiving is THIS week! WOW....Time is racing by! Before you know it, it'll be a new year again! Just got back from Ensenada, Mexico on Friday and i must say it was pretty awesome ( that soounds sooooo dorky...but i digress). It was my first time out of the country althought we just drove right across the border but STILL its another COUNTRY!!! And the minute we crossed, I could feel a different spirit there. I dont know how to explain it but it was just different. That country is sooooo poor. I mean we passed "houses" made of cardboard right on the side of the road. And where we stayed was at one of friends houses...the house was really nice but in contrast there were like trailors and run-down houses right next to it. But the house sits right on the beach and it was beautiful in the morning. Yet when walk in the front, nothing but dirt and gravel...like I said...mad contrast. The people there are soo needy. The night we got there we went straight to a taco place (heaven help my stomach) I only ate the steak. But there was a kid there (11yrs old) the was not in school but WORKING to support his FAMILy. I mean that's crazy. We took him home (after givin him a backpack full of stuff) and it was like 10 miles away...Takes him 2HRS just to walk to the city!!! And he was so grateful that we gave him that stuff. The kids in the states would whine that they didn't get the right color PENCIL! So it was pretty good to see that. The next day we went to an orphanage and that's where I passed out homemade first aid kits (I made them...thank you very much) to the orphanage. There were about 85 kids there and they were soo grateful that we came. We put on a mini-show and then proceeded to dance with them. They actually knew the electric slide!!! I was trying my darndest to speak spanish to them but I guess getting that "A" in Spanish II back in HS meant NOTHING! I couldnt even remember how to say "look" in spanish I was so self-concious. (It's "meda" btw...) It was a good experience tho and I loved being with the kids. We gave them backpacks too so they were ecsatic. This just the first of many I will be doing and I am soo excited what God has in store for me. I do think I will be focusing on more doing some work within the States because there are just as many kids who need love and help here as well as in Mexico. Hopefully, God will send me out from there but i'm gonna start right here. Now I gotta just get to Georgia......