Well October is almost over and I must say this month is my LEAST favorite month out the whole year. For some oddball reason, October is the month of screwups...Things tend to go wrong and people seem more grouchy than usual. I can NOT wait till October is over but I digress..Harvest at church is coming up and honestly, Im not that all excited about this year. Maybe it's because I think my season for being at my church is almost over. In fact, being here in Cali is almost over. God is moving me somewhere else...I did alot of growing here but now it's time to move on and OUT of Cali. Most of my family is on the East Coast and that's where really my heart is. So Georgia has begun to call my name...Now if I can just get the money together....

Wishing...

I feel like CRAP today. Total CRaP. Crap on stick to be exact. My blood pressure's been out of whack the last couple of days and I still trying to get it back to normal (well normal for me)

*****BIG SIGH********


These are the days I wish I had someone to go home to.

Today I wish...

I wasn't single...

I had someone who could take care of me.

Someone to make me smile

Someone to Hold me

Someone to make me feel better

Someone whose lap I could lay in

Someone who would hold my hand and tell me I'm loved..


God I know You're there...but today...

I wish I wasn't alone...