New hair-do..now new job

Well I gotta a new job! As of July 15th, I will be working in the Pacemaker clinic at Saddleback. No more working weekends!! And my holidays?....whoo hoo! O-F-F!!! I am so blessed! I can't wait. I am also going to NY in the beginning of July for my godsisters wedding. Yeah she's getting married too! Anyway just thought I post that little bit of news!

Forgotten Friend

So Im sitting at work as I often am when Im blogging, and wondering about a friend of mine. Well at least I still consider this person MY friend. I wonder about this person alot and I pray for them often. I texted this person too but never receive an answer.

I wonder...

Has my number been lost...on purpose?

Sure this person might be busy, but I can't help to think I have become one of those "forgotten friends." You know the people that you meet and have a brief time with for convenience and then when it's done, you never hear from again. Hmmmm...seems like it. This person was someone who I had met and made a real impact on my life. I learned alot about myself and about them too. But somehow, I got "lost". It went from talkin everyday to talking NO day. All I wanted was to be a friend. I knew this person was facing challenges in recent months and I wish I could have been there. It's frustrating. I never wanted to be a "seasonal" friend and eventually to be forgotten. It hurts. But...I guess it's one of life's little glitches that I have to deal with.

***SIGH***

MBR.....All I can say is that I miss you.......alot.

Maybe one day you will miss me too...

NEW HAIR-DO.....

what do you think???

I like it.......

Girls nite out..

This past Sat was Cinco De Mayo. This really means nothing to me but I just thought I mention it. The fact of the matter is that there were a grip of people out that night! Funny thing is that I got my hair done that day and people were asking me if I got it done for Cinco De Mayo. I'm not even Mexican and look no where NEAR mexican. I think that day is just an excuse to party. Anyway, I called my girl up and we hadn't had (is that right english?) a nite out in a long time so we decided to go hang out. We ended up at the Bloc at a place called KOJI's. It was my first time there and it's a cool restaurant. It's kinda like a sushi bar and cookout place in one..in a club atmosphere. It was cool. The food was good too. The most interesting part was.....the waiter. Let's just say he was really easy on the eyes....REALLY EASY. My girl kept teasing me. Needless to say I did give him a compliment and he turned around and invited us to hang out with him and his boy! (He was no slouch either!) Needless to say I wanted to go...Needless to say We DID! Went to Huntingbeach and chilled with them for a while. Where, you say....hmm that's privileged info! Anyway it was coool. We had to bounce after about an hour anyway cuz I had to work the next day! I had fun. He called me to make sure I got home safe...sweet. He seems cool. I am definately going back to that restaurant!!! I had alot of fun..Nice girls nite!

What????!!! May already???

Well it's MAY now..geez, times is flyin! April was another busy month! We are gettin settled in the house and Im decorating my room (with Mom's help of course) I am so excited. I bought a whole new comforter set and curtains and rug. Im still not finished but a sista's gotta be on a budget. School is cool too, not doing the respiratory thing though. Im doing Vet tech which is really my passion. Its at my own pace and I like it. Not too much drama in my life right now which is great. God is good. Im studying Romans, well RE-studying Romans! I think it's better the second time around...never really got thru the first time! Ha! Anyway,it's cool. God is really funny sometimes..Lately most of my close friends have been havin "man" problems and for some strange reason they are all coming to me about it. ME? ME? Are you sure u wanna talk t o me about MAN problems????? I don't even have a man!!! LOL And the interestin thing is that each situation is Totally different. Totally. I think God is trying to show what NOT to do in a relationship. And now that im not stressing about it anymore it's cool. I do have to admit that miss talkin to that "someone" but I talk to God alot more now that it's not my focus. I am just glad that He has allowed me to be in my friends lives so I can talk to them. Anyway, that's the update for now...Gotta blog more now that my time is coming back to me! What a crazy couple of months!!!


oh almost forgot!!! I DID send a postcard ( got up the nerve).....still haven't gotten a response...it's cool tho. Im not waiting for one...hee hee...

To write or not to write...

Wow, april is here! And...drumroll please...I have finally Moved into the house! Yes yes, my stuff is in my room. Altho its small as all get out, Im there! Now all i have to move in is my mom and brother! But Im DONE! I have been slackin on here but dang March was busy! Life has been pretty interestin tho. For starters, I found the addy to my first love. Oh Yes. I was tinkerin on the net as I often do when Im bored out of my brain at work and decided to go on people search. I do that alot...I put my name in there just to see how much info they got on me. And sure enough when I put his name in there..BAM...name address AND phone number popped up. My heart skipped about 5beats! This man touched me in a way I can't describe but somehow my FATHER didnt allow it. (maybe because i was waaaay screwed up back then) Now the dilema is to whether get back in touch. Frankly im a chicken. I am scared of what I'm gonna find or not find. My mom just told me to send a postcard sayin "hi what's up" I don't know. Any suggestions would be great from blogworld. I mean, this man knew me, really KNEW me. He was the ONLY guy my mom ever really liked. Anyway, I'm just trippin that after all this time I finally got an address. I have always wondered about him.

Another thing...my Father has been workin on me too. Been going through discipleship classes and needless to say things have been broken off my life. He's been showing me so much lately. I have this desire for the youth now, especially the girls. The Lock-in we had about a week ago was great. The holy spirit moved on those kids like i haven't seen in a while.

My job...hmmm...that's another story. They cut our hours..for one thing but I think it's all in my Father's timin because I just interviewed for another job on Monday and I think I got it. It'll be workin in the field I graduated in and I get to get off at 5pm everyday and NO holidays OR weekends! I hope I get it! So now everybody is up to date. I know I dont get alot of readers (tho a comment or two would be nice) but I am glad I write.

Whew...my life is just beginning it seems....

what a month!

Been reallly busy lately. Talk about MARCH MADNESS! Still haven't moved fully yet but it's gettin closer. Been workin lots of doubles lately but Im good. Car's still great and My Father is teaching me ALOT. Workin with the youth at the church. Had a LOCK-IN. Had not laughed that hard in a long time. I'll post pics as soon as i get some! Started school again. Not hard...YET. When im settled....I'll write more...