A smack in the forehead...

I must say December is becoming an interesting month. Got another call from my friend today and again it was a nice surprise. Well he told me he would call but i didn't believe him but he wont know that will he???? LOL Neways...the "blahs" are passing. Seems like I always wanna write a poem or something when I get the blahs....gotta work on writing when Im Happy and no blahs in sight! I know God is there for me and what snapped me out of my blah phase this time is Psalms 139...the whole chapter.. It was like God was tellin me...Duh, KENYA, HELLLLOOOO Im HERE..you just forgot....I (meaning GOD) GOT THIS NOT YOU! Sometimes I just need a big smack in the forehead. So guess that means I found my keys....HE had them all the time!

MIssing Keys...

I lost my keys...

Not my car keys...

Not my house keys....

Not even my locker keys to the gym.....

These keys are even more precious and more valuable

I should have kept a better eye on them

Where are they...I haven't a clue

These Keys are priceless, HE knew..

I used them to lock up something and I shouldn't have so I REALLY need them

These keys actually belong to SOMEONE else.

So GOD, a little help here....

Because those keys are YOURS

and this is the hard part,

For those keys...

Were to my HEART...

It's CHRIMAS time!!!

I can NOT believe christmas is like almost here! I am going to Grandma's and I get to see my new baby nephew! Im excited! The "blah's" are almost gone...geez...it happens every month...there must some relation too that somewhere....Neways, I am also happy because I just got a really good, surprise phone call and It totally made my day! This day is going purty well so far! I did do some of my christmas shopping on Sat with mom too so Im not too far behind. That's all for now....Im keeping on, keeping on...(wow, is that an OLD sayin or what!!!)

Im not supposed to...

Im not suppose to Like you

Its too soon

Im not suppose to Like you

or think of you as a potential groom

Im not suppose to like you

you so far way

Im not suppose to like you

but these feelings wanna stay

HERE....in my HEART

and take root...

Shoot....I think I'm in trouble...

Guide me Lord, guard my Heart because

I suppose.....

I like you....

Sigghhhh

I'm in one of the blah moods...ya know the kinda moods where you're not sad, you're not happy either...just BLAH.

2 days ago....

Whatcha think???

Turkey DAy is upon ME...

I can NOT believe Thanksgiving is THIS week! WOW....Time is racing by! Before you know it, it'll be a new year again! Just got back from Ensenada, Mexico on Friday and i must say it was pretty awesome ( that soounds sooooo dorky...but i digress). It was my first time out of the country althought we just drove right across the border but STILL its another COUNTRY!!! And the minute we crossed, I could feel a different spirit there. I dont know how to explain it but it was just different. That country is sooooo poor. I mean we passed "houses" made of cardboard right on the side of the road. And where we stayed was at one of friends houses...the house was really nice but in contrast there were like trailors and run-down houses right next to it. But the house sits right on the beach and it was beautiful in the morning. Yet when walk in the front, nothing but dirt and gravel...like I said...mad contrast. The people there are soo needy. The night we got there we went straight to a taco place (heaven help my stomach) I only ate the steak. But there was a kid there (11yrs old) the was not in school but WORKING to support his FAMILy. I mean that's crazy. We took him home (after givin him a backpack full of stuff) and it was like 10 miles away...Takes him 2HRS just to walk to the city!!! And he was so grateful that we gave him that stuff. The kids in the states would whine that they didn't get the right color PENCIL! So it was pretty good to see that. The next day we went to an orphanage and that's where I passed out homemade first aid kits (I made them...thank you very much) to the orphanage. There were about 85 kids there and they were soo grateful that we came. We put on a mini-show and then proceeded to dance with them. They actually knew the electric slide!!! I was trying my darndest to speak spanish to them but I guess getting that "A" in Spanish II back in HS meant NOTHING! I couldnt even remember how to say "look" in spanish I was so self-concious. (It's "meda" btw...) It was a good experience tho and I loved being with the kids. We gave them backpacks too so they were ecsatic. This just the first of many I will be doing and I am soo excited what God has in store for me. I do think I will be focusing on more doing some work within the States because there are just as many kids who need love and help here as well as in Mexico. Hopefully, God will send me out from there but i'm gonna start right here. Now I gotta just get to Georgia......